I'm envious of people who have old photos of themselves and other loved ones to look at from time to time and reminisce. I have absolutely no photos of my childhood or even of my children when they were young. All of the photos that exist of me and my family from when I was a kid and growing up, are at my parents house, stored away in boxes, bins and drawers, to be distributed one day at the appropriate time, when I can be entrusted with them. The pictures and videos of my children were lost in a divorce and I have no chance of seeing any of those, that's a fact I've come to accept. It's sad on both fronts. I'd like to be able to page through them all and feel the feelings, love the love, remember the memories that they would evoke. Christmas time is a wonderful time. A time to enjoy your families and make memories that should last. Just remember to remember very well, because you may not get the negatives to remind you of the positives. It'll get better, I know. Have a great weekend all!!!